SAVED BY THE SCHOOL
We went to Catholic grade schools. Then came time to choose a high school. One came along that was PERFECT for me! It was
in the heart of downtown Chicago, and even though I had yearned to be in or near LA throughout my life, Downtown Chicago was
the next best thing at the time. I desperately NEEDED to get out of the suburbs, and experience life in the Big city or at
least a big city for the time being a training ground, if you will! It also had a separate dormitory for suburbanites to be
able to commute that wasnt very far from the school. So, I would ALSO be able to get out of the house and away from my parents
and be sort of on my own! I was always very independent. I wasn't a trouble-maker by any means! I just had a very clear vision
of my future at a very young age, and I just wanted to get on with it as soon as possible! I could tell and feel from the
slides that it was very community-oriented. It gave off a very home-like kind of feeling. I instinctively sensed that I'd
be very comfortable there. I just KNEW that was where I was destined to go! Right then and there!
The building itself was incredible, too. It was one block down the street from the famous Hancock building, and literally
surrounded by other tall skyscrapers, famous larger-than-life hotels, the hustle and bustle of the city, and more. But there
it was - very old and in its own little world appearing to be from another time long ago. It took up an entire city block
(That's really large in Downtown Chicago!) It was built in 1905 becoming alma mater to generations of men many of which became
priests, bishops, and even cardinals. Their class pictures past to present lined the halls inside. Their faces peering back
at you from ages ago. Outside, the school looked like a cross between a medieval palace and a European cathedral. Its chapel
alone was bigger and more grand and majestic than most entire churches. The courtyard was complete with gargoyles on the rooftops.
There were winding, three-story, marble staircases. The building was full of foreboding secret passages, underground tunnels,
and creepy attics - all just waiting to be (secretly and mischievously) explored! It also housed the first and coldest (!)
school swimming pool in Chicago history.
The only catch was that it was a SEMINARY high school - meaning it was the school to go if you were interested in becoming
a Catholic priest! That was NOT at all what I mind! However, it was MUCH too perfect in all other ways NOT to go! Well, before
that day in seventh grade was over, I had concocted my plan! Knowing how religious my mother was, I knew my wanting to go
there would make her incredibly happy! She had wanted me to become a priest, so with this decision, I knew shed feel I was
playing right into her hands! But I also knew that she discovered that I wanted to go for the wrong reasons, she would never
let me do it! I had it all figured out by the time I went home. I would allow her to assume that I was interested in priesthood
until the middle of junior year. By that time, we' all be much too comfortable with me being there (and much too late) for
her to try to pull me out. Then I would announce that I had decided NOT to become a priest after all. And that's EXACTLY what
I did years later! When I came home with my little announcement, she threw her arms around me, and hugged me till I thought
I'd lose consciousness! It had worked! That was it! I was going to go! Okay, so I'd have to put with her THINKING I was interested
in becoming a priest for a few years! No big deal! I could handle that! I'd been through much worse, after all! And I had
my plan, and it was already working! And okay, I was the ONLY one from my junior high class going there! Okay, the kids wouldnt
listen to me when I tried to explain my REAL reasons for going there, and they made fun of me like there was no tomorrow.
Who Cares?! So, what else was new anyway?! I knew something they didn't! My life was about to drastically change! I was about
to become unsheltered, and live in the Big City! I was taking GIANT steps forward in moving on in life! I was headed for much
bigger, more exciting things! Quigley Preparatory Seminary North and Downtown Chicago, here I come!
BIG-CITY-EXPLORING & THE DORM
The school was everything I knew it would be! It was very strict, of course, but I was used to that at home. I wasn't a
troublemaker anyway. But I WAS / am an adventurous spirit who couldn't be held down, and THAT got me into a lot of trouble!
Not at school, but at the dormitory! I was SO fascinated by the city, that I went exploring all over downtown and the surrounding
areas wealthy and run-down, dangerous areas alike. I wasn't afraid! Most often, I did this with friends, but there were plenty
of times I went by myself. I wasn't worried about getting lost, because no matter where I wandered off to, I could still see
the famous John Hancock building, which was just across the street from my high school, and a block and a half from the subway
station that would take me back to the dormitory.
This is how I've seen achieving my goals ever since! I compare the two experiences. My goals are like that Hancock building.
I can see exactly where I'm going. It is in plain sight. It's just that its off in the distance, so I don't know exactly HOW
I'm going to get there. Sometimes, I'd have to zig-zag, cut through alleys, back-track a little now and then, but I KNEW for
CERTAIN that I'd get there!
The only catch to my Big-City exploring was that I would get SO caught up in it, that I would lose track of time! We were
supposed to be at the dormitory named St. John Vianney Hall by 5:30pm (17:30pm) for dinner. We'd then have until 6pm (18pm)
to finish it, and be upstairs in our bedrooms. This was our homework time. We were not allowed to LEAVE our bedrooms between
6pm to 8pm (18pm to 20pm) unless we absolutely HAD to use the restroom. Next was Chapel time. We had a little prayer room
down the hall. We all gathered there at 8 (20)pm to pray for 15 minutes. After that, it was recreation time until 10 (22)
pm. We had a pool table downstairs in the recreation area (It was the same room we had our meals in.). Next to it was a ping-pong
table. There was a stereo-tape and record player (Remember those?!) also in the room. There was a stash of board games in
the stereo cabinet. No computers back then! Off to the far side was a little TV room. One TV - 14 guys! (VCR werent common
yet, so we didn't have one. Otherwise, being the movie buff that I am I would have been in THERE a LOT more!) A couple of
chairs and a couple of couches, and an end table filled the room It was also where the only available telephone was! One phone
- 14 guys! One of them became a life-long best friend, even though he did not stay into the second year (he just commuted
from his family home in Skokie from there on) The others either picked on me, or didn't deal with me at all. But there was
ONE guy there who became SORT of my arch nemesis, for lack of a better way of putting it. He gave me a LOT of hell my first
two, and his last two there. But years later, I unexpectedly got my chance or gave him HIS chance to make amends. He was further
proof to me that people can and DO change! My life-long friend and neighbor, Michele and I noticed that Robert Frost, the
first PUBLIC school we went to, was having open house. We thought it would be interesting to go check it out for memory's
sake. To my surprise, who had become one of the teachers there of all areas of all places but my former arch-enemy?! But we
were both very cool about it! In fact, we were able to joke around with each other about those old high school and dorm days.
I, laughing, reminded him of how much of an "asshole" he was. He, also laughing, admitted that, deep down, he had always thought
I was a pretty normal - even cool guy - regardless of how hard he had tried to convince me otherwise at the time! It's funny
how life will arrange things so that you can fix old situations like that!
But, back to me and my exploring! I would get home late. Not meaning to, of course, but it often happened that way regardless.
The disciplinary system at the dorm was points as they the two priests that ran it with the help of two college guys who were
our monitors called it. A point was a chore like scrubbing toilets and urinals, for example, during your next evenings recreation
time. Those monitors gave me so many points that I don't think there was ANY kind of chore imaginable that I DIDN'T do there
at least ten times! Not just for coming home late, though.
We were also supposed to be PHYSICALLY in bed with the lights out by 10:30 (22:30)pm every night. I just wasn't tired until
about midnight. I tried and tried to lay there and let or make myself fall asleep, but it just wouldn't work! So, I'd be up
writing (fictional stories I was working on, or drawing listening to music on my headphones. I wasn't causing anyone any harm.
Actually, I was being quite productive! But, unfortunately, UNLIKE with the crazy things I did back at home, HERE I very often
got caught. And, of course, given points!
FINAL PUNISHMENT AT THE DORM:
The final straw concerning the dorm itself came toward the end of my sophomore year. I was in the schools annual musical,
"South Pacific" that year. At this point in life, I was only given a supporting, ensemble role. They wanted me in the sections
that involved the most dancing. I was turning out to be quite a good dancer, thanks, in part, to a Latino friend of mine who
taught me a lot of street dances. Break dancing was brand new and very big at the time! I had / have a lot of rhythm for a
white boy as I was / am told!
Well, one night, play practice was canceled, and it was my cousin, T.'s birthday (The T. I had mentioned earlier that I
had grown up so closely with). She and her family - her Mom, my Aunt Frisbee, her Dad, my Uncle Joe, and her younger brother,
G. - had always meant SO much to me (Still do), that I just couldn't miss it. I had to go visit them. I mistakenly took advantage
of the fact that play practice was canceled, figuring that the priests in charge of the dorm wouldn't know since they were
not the least bit involved in the show. I didn't think they would be told. But even if they were, I thought the priests would
understand that this was a family issue...that I hadn't gone out partying or even exploring the city this time. This was a
family member's birthday, and my family and their's had grown up so close. I would expect to be punished if they did find
out, but I never expected what actually happened. Well, I came home late to discover that I had been VERY wrong about that!
What was my punishment for this one? They expelled me NOT from the school, (thank God) but from the dormitory for
the rest of the year! (And I have to admit...I DID suspect the guy I talked about just above for possibly being the one who
ratted me out telling them that play practice was cancelled that night - knowing I would get into serious trouble
for not coming home. He knew others that were in the play. If I wasn't there, it would be easier for him to not have to think
about what he did. And it was also interesting that it was to be only for the rest of THAT particular year as he would be
graduating and not around the next year...when I WAS allowed to come back to the dorm again.
I'll never know for sure. But I considered it a very strong possibility, and I felt highly suspicious. I should have ratted
him out right then and there. I thought about it. I was REALLY tempted to take him down with me if he had been behind it.
It was soooo tempting. But, in the end, I didn't.)
I was now going to have to commute an extremely long distance from the suburbs by way of commuter train every day
until the beginning of my junior year. My parents were furious! I was grounded for the rest of the year, including what was
to be my very first concert - the classic rock band, Styx...and that was just the starter!
But the thing that sucked the most was that I was going to have to deal with abuse from my parents on a daily basis
again. That was the worst part of this. I didn't feel that just taking a risk and visiting other family members on a birthday
deserved THAT much of a punishment. But of course, nobody knew that. However, as a result of having to deal with them again,
I HAD reached a point of no return. My patience with them had been worn out. And it got to where they knew I was going to
fight back now if it became physical again. And that was a milestone for me. So, by the time I went back to school for my
junior year, I had become quite a bit more toughened up. I had finally defeated my own parents and put a stop to at least
their physical abuse. And I was going to defeat anybody who gave me a hard time at school as well. It was my main focus and
goal that year to do whatever I had to to earn my respect from everyone. I wasn't going to put up with anybody's shit anymore.
And I didn't!
So, I DID wind up earning respect finally. It cost me a handful of demerits here and there (which I wasn't used to getting
before), but it was worth it to me. I didn't care about a clean record on my demerit cards anymore that year. Anything
negative that anybody said to me, I had a much worse retort to throw back at them. And I was always ready to back
all of it up with my fists. I got in a few fist fights. And won. The other students weren't expecting all that from me at
first. It took them by surprise. I can't count how many times for awhile there I heard a few "Whoooaaaa's!" from the guys
when I started shooting my mouth off, or shoved somebody back, or punched someone that pissed me off. I didn't start any fights.
I still had my ethics. But I sure wasn't afraid to finish them anymore. The school staff did notice and was initially concerned
about the changes in me. But I cooled them down by continuing my good grades, though. By senior year, everything had balanced
itself all out. I hadn't been considered a joke to anyone anymore by that point for a long time. I didn't have to play the
bad-ass to prove myself anymore as I had spent all of junior year doing that. I was still considered an excellent student.
Everything was just right finally.
MISFIT FRIENDS, SECRET PASSAGES, AND GHOST-HUNTING
I still continued to attend Quigley North, though, and later graduated there. Along the way, I had made a small band of
close friends. I have remained friends with them to this day! Like me, in some way or another, they were all considered misfits.
Big, loud-mouthed, funny, obnoxious Rich, outrageous, yet determined Monty Python fan, Jim (Jim, by the way, was the ONLY
one from our entire class who actually became a priest!), Dan, the rebel, Kevin, the sarcastic cynic, Joe, the ultra-laid
back, Mike, the strange and Gothic, Chris, the break-dancing, Latino ex-gangster, and Jeff, the philosopher. Then, of course,
there was me - the dreamer! At the school itself, the ONLY trouble I ever got into was when my friends and I were caught carrying
out MY idea exploring all the secret, age-old, closed-off passageways! Each time, I got a demerit on my demerit card (I only
got a few every year.), and had to write lengthy essays on why I shouldn't and wouldn't do it (Which, of course, I would!)
Luckily, I wasn't ALWAYS caught doing that! Most of the time, I wasn't. But, how could I resist?!
I got involved in EVERYTHING in high school! The school newspapers as both a reporter and an illustrator/cartoonist, I
was on the Tennis Team, the Bowling Team, the Ski Club, intramural sports, soccer, and I managed the basketball team alongside
Rich and Jim all four years, and managed the swimming team alongside Rich for my last two years. But there were many other
things, too. The Art Guild, the Choir, the Movie Club, the War Games Club, the Dungeons and Dragons Club, the Math Club, the
Liturgy Team, in which I helped plan out our student body religious ceremonies and masses, and I was an Extraordinary Minister,
meaning I was authorized to distribute communion (hosts / wafers) during our masses. I volunteered for the bike-a-thon that
benefited charities, I was in the annual school musical EVERY year (Unfortunately, they didn't have a drama club during my
years there!), I helped plan our bi-annual retreats to gorgeous, spacious St. Mary of the Lake Seminary in Mundelein, Illinois.
Our secret, fun thing to do there was find the boarded-up room that, according to legend, was boarded up because it had been
demonically possessed since the sixties or maybe it was the seventies. The legend was, that the priest who lived in that room
was studying demonology and exorcism, so that he could become educated in performing exorcisms. During his studies, the crucifixes
on the walls and the bed and furniture began to spin, the walls themselves began to bleed, and numerous, strange, unpleasant
voices could be heard. The room has been boarded up ever since. Our teachers upon arriving, warned us NOT to go looking for
that room, insisted that the legend was NOT true, that there WAS no boarded up room to find, and that anyone caught trying
to investigate would be in SERIOUS trouble!
Well, of course, we still investigated! We discovered that our teachers had lied to us! It took us awhile, but eventually
we FOUND the boarded up room! We couldnt hear anything going on in there at the time, but the room DID in fact exist! Our
other favorite activity there was to go ghost-hunting! MANY true ghost stories came from that place! Again, our teachers and
the other priests who resided there denied it all before we even got a chance to ask anything about it. We saw no apparitions,
but found MANY cold-spots! These were meant to be SPIRITUAL retreats. I don't think our teachers had THIS particular meaning
of the word spiritual in mind when they planned these weekends for us! However, despite our adventurous tendencies, our retreats
still had the desired effect on us. We couldn't leave, however, with my buddy, Rich putting his black "Blues Brothers" fedora
and sunglasses on a statue of Jesus. And I don't remember where we got the cigar, but we put one between his fingers. (The
statue's fingers) We had to show, after all, that Jesus really was one cool dude!
MOM'S SELFISH TRICKS
Well, it came during junior year to choose colleges. Shortly before, I stuck to the plan I had made back in seventh grade.
I finally announced to my parents that I was no longer interested in pursuing priesthood. (If youl'l remember, I had mentioned
earlier that I never really was!) She wasn't too happy with that idea. But, as I knew years earlier, by this period in time,
we'd all be too comfortable with the situation for her to try to pull me out this late in the game. Plus, she wanted me to
continue anyway just in case I'd change my mind again. Little did I know she had a much more elaborate hidden agenda than
that!
It was college mania time in high school! We were getting all kinds of recruitment gimmicks thrown at us from every school
imaginable. We were even offered two college course to take during senior year of high school that would count in college
credits. These were psychology and anthropology two subjects I found fascinating, and did very well in the following year.
But back to the year at hand junior year. Just as I had with high school, I knew EXACTLY which college I wanted to go to Columbia
College. It was / is a School of the Arts college. It didnt have a campus, really. It, too, was in the heart of downtown Chicago.
(That was great, because I wasn't about to leave big city life after four years of it!) It had three separate buildings each
a few blocks apart. And, best of all, it catered to everything I was really interested in.
We were given financial aid forms to fill out. I filled out everything I needed to. I saved only the part my parents had
to fill out. Then they'd mail it, and it would be done. I put Columbia College down as my first choice, of course. I remember
Princeton and Harvard being on my list as well. In the meantime, everyone began getting letters of acceptance from various
colleges and universities. Strangely, I wasnt getting any except from Niles Seminary College - the next level up in the seminary
system. My mother had been pushing and pushing me to go there instead. (My father didn't know the first thing about colleges,
and stayed out of it completely except to back my mother up completely, though just because it was something I didn't want.)
I refused to accept going to Niles. I began wondering if I had suddenly gone from being a great student to being considered
an idiot by other colleges. I did very well on the tests. It didnt make any sense. Until one day
I happened to be home early enough to get the mail myself one day. I sifted through everything, and found my copy of the
financial aid form. Eagerly, I opened it. Glancing over the section where I had listed my choices of schools, I noticed that
THEY WERE GONE!! Whited out! All that was there in the top line, in my mother's handwriting, was Niles Seminary College! I
had been tricked!! Now I wouldn't get financial aid for any other school!! I realized that now, I had NO CHOICE but to go
there, or not go to college at all! I was FURIOUS!!
I went in and immediately confronted my mother. Upon my discovery, instead of being embarrassed, or the least bit sorry,
she got very smug, and proudly announced that was not all she had done! I HAD been accepted to SEVERAL schools after all.
But SHE had opened, read, and immediately thrown out each and every letter of acceptance!! As livid as I was, I felt there
was nothing I could do. I had to accept treachery and defeat, and go to the appointed meeting with the rector (principal)
of Niles.
Now, as good as an actor as I can be, I HATE the idea of having to act in real life. When I went in to see him, I tried
very hard to seem interested in going to Niles. But my heart was not in this AT ALL, so my performance was not convincing.
He saw right through me. He knew I had been up to this. He probed, and broke down and told him everything my mother had done.
He wound up being on MY side! In fact, he wrote my mother a very stern letter about what she had pulled, and wrote that it
would be on her conscious if she didn't let me go where my heart told me to go Columbia College. She got the letter, and finally
realized that she wouldnt win the battle. Though she agreed through gritted teeth, I would attend Columbia after all. The
catch was that, because of what she had done, we would now have to pay FULL PRICE for me to go there.
DAD GETS INJURED ON THE JOB
On top of this, my father got injured at work stepping backward into an open manhole while signaling a machine. He fell,
and ripped several ligaments and tendons. My mother's theory as to what happened from there is that his boss had bought out
my fathers own lawyer behind his back. He got screwed out of his workmans compensation. After nearly a year out of work, he
was allowed to come back to work by the judges order, but they immediately found some lame excuse to fire him after twenty
years of blind loyalty to the company.
LITTLE GRANDMA FLASHBACK
As if enough werent happening, my parents were running out of funds to keep my grandmother. Little Grandma, that is. A
couple of years before, she had developed Altzheimers Disease. They took her out of her home, which had been in my mother's
family since she was an infant, and sold it. Then they put her in a very run-down nursing home. It was heartbreaking to me.
To say that my mother never got along with her own mother was an understatement. My father's relationship with her was even
worse. They yelled at her constantly as if she were an unruly child. I remember she'd always wind up crying, and begging them
not to yell at her anymore. I loved her dearly, and I couldn't bear to think her in a place like that. Aside from all the
wonderful times I had had with her, I'll never forget the night she really stood up for me. My mother was combing my hair
in the bathroom very hard digging the teeth deep into my head, as she always did. I couldn't help but moan in pain. She warned
me to shut up. I tried hard not to make any sounds, but it was just impossible not to. She reached her very short fuse, and
began beating me - hitting me all over - especially in my face, holding me by my hair, and shoving me hard against the counter.
My grandmother, who was visiting for a few days, came running in, demanding to know what Mom thought she was doing. This made
Mom even angrier, and as she screamed at my grandmother to mind her own business and get out, she beat me even harder. At
this, my grandmother shocked me by suddenly grabbing my mother by HER hair, shoving me to safety, and hitting HER face! She
screamed back at her that she better not even THINK of harming her grandson again - especially not in HER presence! If I weren't
as stunned as I was, I might have started applauding her! I had NEVER seen my grandmother stand up for HERSELF, much less
for me! Of course, both my parents did as they pleased time after time, but, as I mentioned earlier, I wound up putting a
stop to all THAT myself later on in my life. Well, getting back to the time period in question!! Mom and Dad began tapping
into my college funds both to support us, and to help pay for Little Grandma's nursing home bills. Like I had much left after
having to pay full price for that first year!
GRADUATION FROM QUIGLEY NORTH
Senior year in high school went by so fast, it made my head spin! Next thing I knew, it was graduation time, and it hit
me that I wouldn't be coming back there anymore, except to visit. (And, of course, I have.) Although I had always been anxious
to move on in my life and goals, it was sad to leave everything here behind. Attending Quigley Preparatory Seminary North
had changed my life so much on so many levels. (For the better, of course) Though I would keep my friends all these years,
I remember walking through those doors as a student for the last time with many mixed emotions. But I was incredibly excited
to get to the next level!
COLUMBIA COLLEGE
Columbia College was great! True, I wasn't getting to experience real campus life, but I was pursuing my interests, and
I was still in a big city. And THAT made me very happy! I took courses in theater, film, music, writing, art, and more! I
also remember an entire course based on the Old English author, Chaucer. His writings were very - um - spicy for his day -
even by todays standards!
A fellow student in one of my acting classes was an elderly woman. She was very nice. She inspired me. She was living proof
that it is NEVER too late to go after your goals! I remember our teacher lining us up one day. He would go up to us one by
one, and have us say, "F--k you!" to his face, and he wanted to feel that we meant it. I was very amused by the sight of this
older woman cussing at our teacher. She hissed it at him, and it was very convincing, because he seemed taken aback by it
as well! We did some plays both in and out of class. One of them was Neil Simons "Barefoot in the Park". I played the role
Robert Redford portrayed in the film version, and the elderly woman played the mother-in-law. I remember the scene in which
I had to carry her up some stairs! Not easy! She was a little heavy set! But it made the scene THAT much more real!
Another fun assignment by another acting teacher involved created a spoof soap opera. He split us up into four groups,
and gave us a few rules. One all characters were to have a hidden goal that we were to reveal to NO ONE until the actual performance.
Two all characters had to have slept with everyone else at some point. And three in the end, we had to discover that somehow,
all characters would wind up being related to each other. Talk about a fun assignment!
Our group started our first huddle, and I was afire with ideas, AND names they loved. They decided to go with them. I remember
a few of the names I came up with Marsha Fields - the wife of the owner of a chain of department stores. She had married him
for the money, and was having many affairs n the side. Ah, yes! HE had been murdered, and she was one of the main suspects!
There was the male model, Manna White, and others I can't remember. My character was James Mean - the town teenage rebel who
was also, (wrongfully) one of the main suspects. I wound up being Marsha's son even though we had had a brief affair awhile
back not knowing, of course, until the end. We had a BLAST!!
One of the students in this class was a film major. They were making a lot of student films. After this assignment, he
began introducing me to other film classmates of his, and the next thing I know, I'm barraged by offers to be in their student
films!!
A few of them included a role as an unfortunate individual whose soul was the prize in a poker game between God and the
Devil. Another was an assistant to the general who decides he has no choice but to start a nuclear war. Another was the president
of a professional School of Theft. We spoofed those cheesy career institute commercials. I also played a homeless teen, and
a gay character in love with a passionate kissing scene in bed and more. In an onstage skit, I played a troubled teen back
in the 1800's who can't handle the fact hat he is developing a sexual appetite due to the very strict society and day he lives
in. I enjoyed performing the controversial scene in which he is reading suggestive material off of a scroll by candlelight.
This passage arouses him, and I had to mock masturbation and orgasm under the nightshirt I wore as a costume. But he is so
conflicted that he later kills himself. I wish I remembered the title! I'd like to perform that role once more when my theater
company is up and running again! I'll have to research it.
Alas, my college days were coming to a temporary end. We were running out of funds. And I had heard too many horror stories
concerning student loans! There was some glitch that prevented me from getting enough future financial aid as well. I took
a job with friends doing telephone surveys. But I hated bothering people. The one thing that was good about that job was that
I got one of my life - long gimmicks from it. It was so boring and tedious, that it made our day when we came across an unusual
or comic answering machine message. We'd write the umber down, and pass it along for everyone to call. I determined then and
there that I would ALWAYS have something fun and / or interesting on MY machines or voicemail when the time came! Thus, my
tradition of using film clips or bits of music as outgoing telephone messages was born!
ADVENTURES IN SNEAKING OUT
While the physical abuse had long stopped at home back during the last quarter of my sophomore year in high
school after having to punch my father, the emotional abuse more than continued. Here I was college age, and having to be
home by ten, for one! Getting screamed at and called every name in the book if I was so much as a minute late! I was denied
use of the car regularly for no apparent reason. Many nights I just didn't feel up to the arguments I knew I'd lose anyway.
So, I would do one of two things. Most often, I would have my friends park down the street and wait for me. I'd lock my door,
and fill up my bed to look like I was in it just in case. Then, after making sure I could hear BOTH my parents snoring, I
would simply hop out the window, and join my friends. Either that, or I'd do most of the above, and sneak OUR car out instead
putting it in neutral, and steering it so that it would coast down the driveway, and turn down the street. Then I'd wait until
I was far enough away from the house, and started it up leaving the lights off, though. I'd turn them on when I was further
down the street. I would circle the block, park away from the house, climb back in my window, and made sure I could still
hear my parents snoring. I'd circle the block one final time and repeat this. Finally, Id be satisfied that I was safe, and
head to visit friends and so on.
One such time, I had a VERY close call! Remember the movie, "Ferris Buellers Day Off"? Well, I LIVED that movie a good
few times! There are too many to mention, but I'll tell you about ONE such time for now!
One night, a pair of twins, Maurice and Chantal, and their friend, Michelle wanted to go to a party in Waukegan, Illinois,
and needed a ride since their car was in the shop. They invited me, and asked if they could get a ride. We'd been good friends
for awhile, and I was happy to drive them, but in order to do it, I'd have to sneak the car out. So, I did my usual routine,
and we went down there. They didn't get good directions and they also forgot to bring a phone number with them, so we wound
up getting lost. After awhile, we decided not to go to the party since it was getting too late. I had to get the car back
before 5am because that was when my father left for work in the morning. I also needed time to let the car cool down before
he got into it, so he wouldn't know that I had taken it!
We couldn't find our way back, either! We wound up on residential streets. I had never seen one-way streets in any suburban
residential area before, and neither had anyone else in the car. So, we didnt realize it when we were on one! The next thing
we knew, we were being forced to turn and pull over by a cop! We didn't understand what we were being pulled over for, but
I was glad to have someone to ask directions from! I was very polite about the whole thing when he walked up. I explained
that we were lost, and asked him to tell us the way back. But he was throwing major attitude, and was obviously on a huge
power trip. He gave me a ticket, and when I nicely asked him for directions, he yelled at us again, and gave me another ticket
for PULLING OVER the wrong way on another one-way street! Regardless of the fact that he had MADE us pull over that way! He
refused to be any kind of a help, and now we were REALLY in a race against time! In our attempts, we wound up somehow going
further AWAY from our destination much further out into the boonies! We wound up in Zion, Illinois. If that weren't bad enough,
we discovered that we were somehow going in circles, because no matter what we did, we kept winding up in the SAME SPOT in
Zion! After about the fourth or fifth time, to say we were running out of time was the biggest understatement possible! At
that point, I just gave up on trying to use logic, and taking any more advice from the peanut gallery, and went on my own
pure instinct. It worked! FINALLY we had gotten to an area that I recognized.
It was almost 5am now, though! I still wasn't even close to getting home on time! I didn't have time to drop everyone directly
at home. Luckily, Michelle lived right near the twins. I had to drop them off just NEAR their homes, were they had to cut
through other peoples back yards to get home. There was no traffic in my lane except for the car just ahead of me. But lucky
me I wound up being stuck behind the slowest driver in town! I couldn't pass the car either because there were too many cars
going the opposite direction in the other lane. Needless to say, I screaming at the top of my lungs at the driver (Not that
I could be heard outside my own car!) Finally, I got home at 5:30!! Fearing the worst, I pulled up, readjusted everything
the way it was before I had gotten into the car (I had this down pat by now!), ran to the back of the house, vaulted over
the fence, jumped into my window. Just then, I heard noises that made it obvious that my father was running late that morning
himself! Just as I was beginning to settle in, he was just leaving! I waited awhile before allowing myself to relax just in
case he happened to touch the outside of the hood of the car! If he did, he would feel the heat, and come running in bellowing
at me any second! My father was NEVER the silent type! He would gt angry right off the bat, and would let you know right then
and there! I waited and heard him pull away. Nothing had happened! He didn't find out! Good thing I had kept the heat off,
and the windows open most of the way back, so that the INSIDE of the car would stay rather cold, at least, to match the weather!
I never heard anything about it. We had somehow made it back without getting caught!
THE POPEYE GIG
I was getting more and more desperate to get out of Illinois, and move to Southern California. I was at my wits' end with
just about everything! I did have SOME fun during this time period, though, thanks to doing a lot of community theater, and
a fun side job. This side job was to be my first gig as costumed cartoon character! It would HARDLY be my last! A new shop
in the nearby, usually INCREDIBLY boring shopping mall, Randhurst. The only shops I liked there were the music, video, and
novelty shops. This new shop was dedicated to selling all cartoon-character related things. Since I loved performing, I HAD
to apply! I wound up playing Popeye! My job was to walk around the mall interacting with people, taking pictures with them,
and signing autographs to promote the new shop for about a month. I had a BLAST doing it! We were not supposed to talk as
the characters, but I had his voice and his laugh down pat, and did it anyway much to the kids' delight! I danced around just
like him did that walk - hop thing he often did in the cartoons. It was a lot of fun! I couldn't believe I was getting paid
for this!
COMMUNITY THEATER
As for theater, my parents were against my doing it all the way. I think it had something to do with the huge
contract my mother had been offered in opera when she was a teenager. She had said she turned it down to marry my father and
that it would give them too much control over her personal life, but I always felt there was more to that than she was telling
me. Something much more deeply disturbing to her had to be in there somewhere to make her as against my getting into entertainment
as she was. As for my father, he felt that it wasnt practical, and I shouldn't even TRY to do anything that wasnt practical,
or the least bit risky. To him, doing theater, even as a hobby, was a complete waste of time (despite the fact that he had
done it once before in the opera, which was how he had met my mother in the first place!) He believed in being the ostrich
and burying ones head in the sand. Not ME!
As usual, I had no choice but to go behind their backs and went to auditions anyway! Instead of being proud of
me when I got called and offered a role, theyd be really pissed off! But I'd tell them that I'd already gotten cast, and it
was too late for me to back out. I also threw it back into my mothers face that they had BOTH had their time in Chicago opera,
and that my mother was CURRENTLY in charge of all the music for the parish musicals (At St. Rosalies the church she had been
devoting her talents to since before I was born). In fact, when they were doing Oliver, which I had done myself in high school,
they pushed my mother to not only do the music, but to play the play the part of Widow Corney, and tried to get even my FATHER
to play Mr. Bumble feeling that it would be PERFECT casting. And it WOULD have been perfect casting!! Too bad I wasn't young
enough to play Oliver himself anymore, because if they did their scenes with ME, they would have been almost biographical!!
They were almost considering it, but I think to prove a point to me, they didn't do it. As if that were going to stop me doing
shows anyway!
Some of the shows I did were "South Pacific", "Sugar", a musical version of Marilyn Monroe's "Some Like It Hot", "West
Side Story", "Leader of the Pack", "Anything Goes", "The Rocky Horror Picture Show" (Both community theater AND with a group
that performed it along with the movie at the movie theater), "Little Shop of Horrors", "Grease", "Babes in Toyland", "Peter
Pan", "The Prince and the Pauper", "Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat", and "Amadeus".
The roles outside of ensemble / dance roles in these were Ling - one of the Chinese characters in "Anything Goes" (How
I got cast in THAT role being blonde-haired and blue-eyed, I'll never know unless it had to do with my goofing off with a
very funny, China man voice during auditions that may have been overheard!)
Little Boy Blue in "Babes in Toyland" for children's theater. The title character himself, "Peter Pan", also for children's
theater about as basic a production as you could get, but it was still a personal fulfillment for me. Rocky in "The Rocky
Horror Show" (theater version), and Rocky in "The Rocky Horror PICTURE Show" in the movie theater as a result of landing the
role in COMMUNITY theater! The Prince in "The Prince and the Pauper". Another title role as Joseph in "Joseph and the Amazing
Technicolor Dreamcoat" (a somewhat prophetic role, and also fitting in that, technically, my first name really IS Joseph!
I have been going by my MIDDLE name, Gerard, since 1990, and using my newer Catholic confirmation name, Christian, as my new
middle name.) And the best role of all the title role of Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart in a community theater production of "Amadeus"!!!!
I played some of these roles during this particular time period, and some later in the future.
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